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Our bunny Sam died this morning. He has had chronic health issues, and neurological damage in one of his legs. ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
tutordennis, threetimes and I know it was the best decision for Sam, but it's so hard to say goodbye.
I called B to tell him. "Thank you. Goodbye." *click* Why is he doing this? Does it make him feel better to have become such a monster? I know I hurt him, but Sam certainly didn't. And whatever B's convinced himself about me, does that obviate the fact that he and I spent a third of our lives together happily?
I don't understand. I don't understand at all.
tutordennis, threetimes and I know it was the best decision for Sam, but it's so hard to say goodbye.I called B to tell him. "Thank you. Goodbye." *click* Why is he doing this? Does it make him feel better to have become such a monster? I know I hurt him, but Sam certainly didn't. And whatever B's convinced himself about me, does that obviate the fact that he and I spent a third of our lives together happily?
I don't understand. I don't understand at all.
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I am also sorry to hear that B is being such a jerk. I went through much the same thing after Sara left, and we couldn't understand how she came to hate us so intensely after loving us so hard. Of course, we later realized she's absolutely insane, so it was easier to understand.
My sympathies, nonetheless.